I am a thirty-eight year-old, passionate, kinky feminist who is just trying to make it in life. My blog is about my day-to-day misadventures and musings in both poetic and prose form. I have been diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder, Bipolar type and PTSD/Dissociative Disorder. For nearly eight years, I have been in recovery from addiction. What interests me is emotional death/rebirth. Someone told me once that I was “like a female Jack Kerouac,” but that was a lifetime ago.